Archive for February, 2006

Book Review - End of the Spear

Saturday, February 25th, 2006

End of the SpearWhen I was a young believer the story of the five missionaries martyred in Ecuador by the savage Auca Indians captivated me. I read most of the books written by Elisabeth Eliot about her husband Jim, one of the five. I was amazed and humbled at how God’s sovereignty, grace, and life-changing power could so radically change lives of the family of the murdered missionaries as well as those of the Indians. It seemed unfathomable to me that the women left behind in their families’ deaths could go to the very tribe who did the killing to serve and love them. What amazing grace! That story changed my thinking and my life. In this book, Steve Saint has picked up where much of the details are left behind in many of the previous books written. End of the Spear details the modern-day story of where the Indians are today and the journey of faith taken by Mr. Saint, whose dad Nate was the missionary pilot killed by the Waodani (Aucas). The book describes the courageous determination and struggle of the Indians to be independent as they confront the 21st Century and begin to leave their Stone Age existence. Woven throughout you get a glimpse of the heart of Steve Saint, the hidden pain that comes out over losing his dad at age five, his other-worldly love for his dad’s killers, his tender heart as a husband and father, as well as the role of suffering in the maturity of his life and family.

Saint describes what his life was like growing up in Ecuador with the Waodani tribe. Remarkably, his testimony is not about the certain anguish and suffering he must have known at such a young age, but rather the adventures of learning about and becoming a part of an ancient culture and people who have become his family. We see how young Saint adapts to the “simple” life of cae (doing); he learns to hunt, fish, and gather like the other Waodani boys. Interwoven are funny anecdotes that illustrate the clash of cultures like understanding the differences between shame and nakedness. The Waodani do not have the shame of being naked because they had no concept of clothing as covering. Rather their G-strings serve a more functional purpose as any hunter running through the jungle after their prey would know.

The epic struggle in the book is with modern culture itself. Saint tells of returning to the tribe after years of learning how to live in North America and having five successful businesses. He returns at the request of the Waodani who want him to come live with them in order to teach them to be independent. Here we see all the things that we take for granted, like good health care, automobiles, and an unlimited supply of food in “food houses” (grocery stores). The Waodani have none of these. They have been reduced to a complete beggar-welfare society through the seemingly benevolent efforts of aid organizations and missionaries. Mr. Saint and his family live with the tribe and show them how to live in a “modern” world, establishing schools, health care, and even teaching them to fly an aircraft, the Waodani’s most powerful link to the outside world.

Throughout the telling of this struggle, we see the Saint family and their hardships for sure, but moreover, we see the transformation of their fear of leaving a comfortable life behind to a life of service and sacrificial love. As you read their story, you always have the gnawing realization in the back of your mind that the Saint family is pouring out their lives for the very people that murdered their dad and grandfather.

The story in the book closes with the Saint family returning back to the United States after one-and-a-half years of living with the tribe. Realizing their presence with the tribe has become a hindrance to their independence, the Saints again rip apart their family roots so that the Waodani can make decisions for themselves without filtering their actions through the lens of whether or not it will please their beloved Babae (Steve Saint).

Amazingly, the story continues today. Mr. Saint has established an organization called i-tec, Indigenous People’s Technology and Education Center whose mission is:

Serving the “Hidden” Church

I-TEC supports the Great Commission by assisting the “hidden” church in its journey toward independence under the lordship of Jesus Christ.

One of the great barriers that has prevented indigenous churches from growing to maturity is their continuing dependence on the welfare of outsiders. A native church that relies on the leadership, technology, and financial support of foreign missionaries rarely can stand on its own when that support is withdrawn.

We are convinced from the Scriptures, however, that goal of the Great Commission is to establish churches that are self-supporting, self-governing, and self-propagating.

Who We Are, I-TEC

This is truly a remarkable story; this book is difficult to put down. You will laugh, cry, and marvel at God’s gracious transformational power. I read it in three days and I’m sure it can be read in one sitting. You’ll be encouraged by reading this. Prayerfully, it will spur you to action in God’s kingdom.

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Possible Promotion

Saturday, February 25th, 2006

As I was talking with my manager yesterday about the next phase of our upcoming project, she mentioned that she had made an offer to two new people who will be joining us soon. I asked if one of them was going to be a program manager or project manager. As I learned in her response, my manager is the overall program manager. Of the four new people joining us, one will be the “lead” instructional designer (project manager) who will oversee and guide the design efforts of our team.

I was curious about a position that she mentioned a few months ago about someone who would oversee and guide our efforts with respect to managing deadlines, timelines, schedules, and direction of effort– I don’t know what term would best describe what this project manager would do. But she said:

How would you like to do that? You’ve shown initiative since you’ve been here. You’ve done a great job managing our efforts with [insert name of lame development company that we've been working with here]. Even though you will still be involved in the design efforts, I think in this role, your skill set will bring even more value to the project. You meet deadlines and are task-focused and those things are important to me.

Silently, I screamed with excitement. I wanted to tell Josephine right away, but I waited until I was driving home to pass on this great news.

I’m not sure if my added responsibilities will translate to a salary increase right away since I have only been with S Corp not even nine months. But with my one-year evaluation coming up in May, it seems that a pay raise is imminent.

When this position was described to me a few months ago, I did think to myself that I would like to do that since I know that I would be good at it, especially since the required skills fit so well with my gifts. But I didn’t want to mention it since I had only been with S Corp for a few months and it seemed arrogant of me to verbalize what I was thinking. So I waited for a conversation like yesterday’s to happen. With respect to the money, I think I may employ a similar strategy, just not asking or mentioning it. I’m not opposed to asking, but I’d like to get some feedback from some career-development people whose opinions I respect before I decide about inquiring about a raise.

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Leadership

Saturday, February 25th, 2006

I couldn’t just pick one quote for this week’s readings in Tender Warrior : God’s Intention for a Man. So I chose three to reflect upon.

Following one of the points made in church the other week about hypocrisy and the “log-eye” syndrome (Matthew 7:3-5) is the following quote that highlights the practical aspect of what hypocrisy does in the spiritual life.

If I fail to live as I’m instructed, I undermine my own credibility to remind or teach my family to live as they’re instructed. How can I credibly teach other to obey God if I don’t? Men, you and I need to make sure we are obeying as well, and that we are providing a climate where obedience can flourish.

The next quote outlines a man’s responsibililty in this world.

Men, as husbands you have been given a trust–a stewardship, a responsibility, a duty–to husband, or manage, or care for the gifts of your wife. If you abuse that trust, you fail at the very heart of your manhood.

The quote below from C.S. Lewis depicts the struggle and pain of the weight upon which rests on the shoulders of a man.

It is painful, being a man, to have to assert the privilege, or the burden, which Christianity lays upon my own sex. I am crushingly aware of how inadequate most of us are, on our actual and historical individualities, to fill the place prepared for us.

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Early

Saturday, February 25th, 2006

I installed two early birthday gifts onto my PowerBook yesterday, iLife ‘06 and Photoshop CS2. Both arrived in yesterday’s mail as gifts from Josephine and my parents.

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The Back Rooms

Saturday, February 25th, 2006

The husband does it when he lets his wife into the back rooms of his soul. He tells his fears, dreams, hopes, failures, feelings, the whole “nine yards.”

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CS2

Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006

My parents are giving me moolah for my birthday to purchase Adobe Photoshop CS2, the software I’ve been using this semester at Palomar College in my photography class.

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No Free Speech

Tuesday, February 21st, 2006

Can someone explain this one to me?

I guess Austria does not have the same freedom of speech (if at all) that we have here in America. I can’t imagine someone being sent to jail because they spoke out denying the Holocaust.

In this country, we might call that person racist. Upon further examination, we might even call them whacko, delusional, crazy, strange, or just plain stupid. People say all kinds of whacked-out things (e.g. Cindy Sheehan), but we don’t throw them in jail for three years– though I wish we would sometimes.

If I ever go to Austria or when I visit any other country, I’ll be sure to filter my speech. We take our basic freedoms for granted here. At the very least, we can learn from Austria’s practices that while we may have the freedom to speak, we must be keenly aware that freedom of speech does not absolve anyone from its consequences, no matter where you live.

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Done

Tuesday, February 21st, 2006

I cancelled my Netflix subscription this morning. Time to read!

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Color as Subject VII

Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
Monochromatic II

Ripples in a Fountain
Monochromatic II - final


I think I’m going to use this picture instead for my monochromatic shot. The other one was contrived through Photoshop, but this one was originally monochromatic. Below is the original photo.

fountain in front of chapel, Pepperdine

Fountain in Front of the Pepperdine University Chapel


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Color as Subject VI

Monday, February 20th, 2006
Color Mood

Starbucks on Steroids
Color Mood (final)


This is the one I’m definitely using for the printing requirement for the assignment. Below is the original photo:

Coffee table in the Sandbar at Pepperdine

Coffee Table inside the Sandbar at Pepperdine University


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Color as Subject V

Monday, February 20th, 2006
Color Harmony - final

Pepperdine University Chapel
Color Harmony (final)


Below is the original photo:

Pepperdine University Chapel

Pepperdine University Chapel


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Color as Subject IV

Sunday, February 19th, 2006
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Blue
Monochromatic (final)


Below is the original ferris wheel shot:

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Mission Valley Ferris Wheel


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Color as Subject III

Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
Kryptonite Perles

Kryptonite Perles
Spot Color (final)


Take that Clark! These cool “beads” are my previous cough medicine, Tessalon Perles. And so now I’m done with two out of four pictures, halfway done with the second assignment. Below is the original photo I shot.

Tessalon Perles

Tessalon Perles
Spot Color (original)


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I Thank God In All My Remembrance of You

Monday, February 13th, 2006

Dear Pourpa,

I was so happy to hear from you tonight after your bible study. You sounded so joyful and happy. My heart has been so heavy for you, especially these past two weeks. Hearing you tonight lifted so much sadness and despair.

God is so faithful to us, even when we are so faithless. I’m overjoyed and I could hear the peace and joy in your voice. I was immediately transported to a time almost ten years ago, a time I can see clearly when the love of God overflowed from your heart.

Christ is so gracious. No matter how far we are away, he welcomes us back with open arms. I pray you continue to see this picture of our God (Luke 15:11-32).

No matter where we’ve been, whether we are living in open rebellion or passive indifference (Luke 15:11-16), he runs towards us (Luke 15:20) even while we are still turning towards him despite our sin that has hurt him. He embraces us, gives us his best robe, his family ring, and slaughters the best veal for the party he is going to throw for us (Luke 15:22-24). All these rewards flow out of his love for us; he gives them to us the instant our faith brings us back to him.

That’s why we must always lean our hearts toward Christ. He forgives when we confess (1 John 1:9). He does not demand we “fix ourselves” before coming to him, but he makes us righteous by faith so that he can be the one to transform us into the godly men he created us to be.

May you receive an extra measure of grace this week (if that’s even possible because I think Christ has given us infinite grace) and added wisdom for your exam on Thursday.

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom;
all those who practice it have a good understanding.
His praise endures forever!

Psalm 111:10

I’m looking forward to this Sunday night and Monday. I can’t wait to see you and hear what God is doing.

All my love my son,
Dad

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Color as Subject II

Monday, February 13th, 2006
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Lensbaby Flower
Color Contrast (final)


I finished one-fourth of my assignment tonight. You might remember the original photo of this flower, which I shot with my Lensbaby. Fortunately for me, the instructor left his files at home, so when I asked him to look at the pictures that I shot this past weekend, he saw the Lensbaby Flower and wanted to use it for his demo of how to print. So as he was working on my file and demonstrating it on the projector screen, I also worked on it on my own. I like my final version better than what he ended up with.

I’ve got three more pictures to prepare for submission. I may go to Old Town this Friday to shoot some more pics.

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